Where I’m still me (2019)

I want to go home,

Where I’m free,

Where I’m still me

Where I look in my mind,

And find more than empty space,

The face of someone I love,

whose name I can’t remember,

I remember how they sound,

Now I’m lost, never found

Can you tell me? Who I am? Where I go?

Please tell me.

Because I don’t know.

I want to go home,

Where I’m free,

Where I’m still me,

Where my brain’s not mush, hush the nurses

Go,

The meds are good for me they say,

But they would, it’s their way,

As day after day,

I take tablet and pill,

Knowing they’ll kill me

Them. The Men Downstairs,

They come for me,

But I can’t walk, can barely talk, let alone scream,

It’s just a bad dream

I’m going to wake up soon

Why am I not waking up?

I want to go home,

Where I’m free,

Where I’m still me

Where they haven’t taken my money

And, no, it’s not funny

Why are you laughing?